Day 1- A Girl and Her Computer (Pt.2)

That's the beauty and ugliness of it all is that there is not real reason. I think I'm just fucked up. I don't really know, but feel free to pass judgement if you wish. I've always been big except for when I was really little, but I I've always hated it. Ever since I can remember I wanted to be thinner. To not feel so confined by my body, having it dictate what I wore, how I felt, what I did, etc. and it still does. I'm trying I really am believe me. I know it doesn't seem like it, but it's hard when your greatest enemy is yourself. But hey tomorrow's a new day. Let's see what happens. Nice talkin to ya Charles. See ya.